Before 15 years age when I converted to Christ, I was possessed with a demon. I was much more clever than other childs, but to the age of 15 the demon almost completely destroyed my mind, and my state was quickly becoming worse. It came to so bad that in the short time intervals of understanding I realized that yet 1-2 weeks and I will most probably forever become as stupid as a reptilian.

The demon prevented me from converting to Christ making me to forget that I wanted to convert, destroying my desire to convert etc. and also with heresies. But once I converted to Christ. A week later would be to late, I think.

After I converted I thought that somebody has turned on a lamp or that the Sun came out of the clouds. No, nobody turned on the lamp, my eyes changed. I felt myself somehow differently, but as the Devil has given me already many false conversions, I was yet unsure whether this time I really converted to Christ and became not mad anymore. Hours passed but I had no mad thoughts, no anger, no hallucinations, no memory loss. I has begun to realize that I really became a Christian.

I was at home that time. After 3 days after conversion, I have come out to the street and was very much wondered, I was seeing not one tree and not only the whole wood, but I was seeing every tree simultaneously! My attention was focused at every tree I was seeing at the same time, not on one or two trees. It is like to when somebody updates his computer to a more powerful hardware and then is able to play graphical games with higher resolution.

After yet three month of my new life, I got a math problem from a studybook and instead of solving it during some time as it were before I momentally understood the answer, the entire solution was thought by me in one moment!

Well, then I was tempted, misstaught in a church etc. and for a rather long time lost the excellency of the mind and much of other spiritual gifts. However once I understood that my church teachers mistake in many things and are just wrong and returned to the way of study directly from God with His Word in Bible and His Spirit, and of spiritual development.

This was a great returning, but in many things I yet mistaken, but I set the purpose studying Bible to find the truth as it is. I began to come near to clean understanding and pure spirit.

For my faith I was tortured and tempted by bad people, but God given me to overcome (however it was very hard).

I decided to dedicate to God every second. I even counted seconds when I have been lying to rest.

Mt 17:9 "As they were coming down from the mountain, Jesus commanded them, saying, 'Don't tell anyone what you saw, until the Son of Man has risen from the dead.'" Jesus commanded to not tell about such things until (you can read on to have which kind of resurrection happened then).

And my possibilities developed exceedingly much more than I were able to imagine before.

I found myself remembering anything, all event in the years of my life, anything.

A very hard gift was telepathy. It was a very torture to hear many awkwardest curses and stupid thoughts. It also was a very hard temptation when I were meting a girl with clever thoughts.

Also unexpectedly I received super-force. It also sometimes appeared and sometimes I was becoming weak again. Not every time the force was in full. But when it was in full, when I not specifically limited my moving, I was rumbling like a hard excavator when I was going because I moved my hands with speed above the speed of sound and they rumbled so much that I destroyed some glasses in some about 8^th ground of a house while myself being at the bottom!

Also weariness disappeared completely. Of a much hard work I was becoming hungry but never weary. I was able to work many days with awesome speed without any pauses. I was sleeping no more than 4 hours twice per week. And when I was sleeping I continued to think.

When super-speed was beginning it were painful for the joints (as I was a very ill child before all this happened). But I decided to continue to move with high speed as counted development of force of will more important than health of joints. After some time of super-fast movements, my joins being warmed by the warm of friction of super-fast movements became healthy, and was able to move as fast I wanted.

My body became more hard than steel. The commandment of Jesus Christ to (Mt 5:39) "whoever strikes you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also" gained a new sense for me, as anybody who beaten me was only damaging his hand, so if I wanted to save him it was needed to evade from him (or else specially make my body more soft, as its hardness was under my control).

The case of the most impressive acting of the mechanical force of Holy Spirit with me was probably this: I decided to show somebody the force and for this flapped the air with my hand to the thick door of a steel safe to close it with movement of the air, but I did it to powerfully and instead the air flapped by my hand has thorn the door of the steel safe into pieces.

At the beginning my actions sometimes were dangerous, for example I caused a crash because of the driver of a car was shocked seeing as I jumped over the street (not desiring to wait when it will be free from cars). But afterwards I was studied to be careful.

Yet once I was staying keeping for a pole with one hand and a quickly moving car touched my other hand. I was continued to stay immovable and the car crashed.

Yet once in a church (well, it was a heretical church) I was showing them "Samson-power" and for this made a steel staff rotate with exceeding speed. To increase the super-effect I accelerated the rotation several minutes. But one of them came to look and (oh, a stupid man!) to touch the rotating staff. I cried him, stop, idiot, don't touch, don't come on, it is holy power you must not touch! (Because I was needed also several minutes to stop it without breaking the building.) But he ignored the warning and touched the rotating staff. Only the blood sprinkled onto the walls.

Once I happened to be left in a wood in winter. I realized that even having super-force I can't go out not freezing. Then I threw away the winter clothes, raised my hands, prayed that no wild or man would harm me while I cannot move and ceased to move planning to stay immovable until the spring. My body was already frozen and hard when it happened that a car came; as my brain and ears was not yet frozen I noticed this and unfrozen myself, so that they took me into the car and driven out from the wood. I'm sure that if not that car I would stay immovable until the spring and then could go out from the wood. While being a super I several times spent nights at the street in winter being frozen, it was equally natural and convenient for me as to lie in a bed.

Also I liked to lie in a little river not breathing during hours and to see how the water over me glances in the light. (Compare St. Paul which spent about 24 hours at the Ocean bottom (2Cor. 11:25) "Three times I suffered shipwreck. I have been a night and a day in the deep.")

I have been putting my body into many special physiological states. For example, sometimes I was intentionally temporarily entering into a deadbody-like condition, my skin was covering with a fluid and even dissolved in this fluid and this fluid was flowing on my skin, so that I looked no different than a deadbody except of I continued to move. Some kinds of work were more convenient to do in this state. (St. Paul was doing the same: (1Cor 15:31) "I affirm, by the boasting in you which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily.")

When I was wound, it was taking minutes or even often seconds to cure.

If I would not fall back into the sinner state like all people, I deem I would be not under the effect of aging and would be able to live any long.

But what I am going to tell now more than exceedingly surpasses all what I've said above.

This super-ability was received the last, when I already had ideal memory, super-force, and many other super-abilities. (However some of this last super-ability was indeed sometimes glancing even before.)

Being very zealous all the time I was either thinking or praying. While I did anything, I not losing the time also thought about something. I take the decision always when I think about something, to generalize my thoughts (that is if I for example thought about a 2-dimension geometrical figure, also think about 3-dimension and even arbitrary n-dimensional objects). I followed this rule to generalize my thoughts as hard as possible trying to reach the most general principles. I followed the math method called axiomatic method while thinking about anything, I tried to formulate a system of axioms and find the general principles. (Axiomatic method is an important math method invented in the beginning of 20^th century and so also called 20^th century math method, which splits math into parts (called axiomatic theories), every part having a fixed system of axioms.)

Sometimes my thoughts were becoming very fast. It were moments of clean mind. But due time these moments were becoming more often and more intensive. So I found myself sometimes being able to calculate faster than a computer. As this super-ability developed, I found that I can, for example, read a computer program and execute it in my mind faster than the computer itself.

Then I studied not only executing computer program in mind, but even just think like a human with computer speed. And as this super-ability developed further, I was thinking with above super-computer speed not like a human but as a super-human with clean, logical, super-mind surpassing human mind not only in speed but also in other aspects.

I guess that the contacts in my brain have become metalized and passed the signals with (almost) light speed. Or maybe neurones of my brain were linked with each other through radio waves rather than through contacts. It should be the next stage of the development of human brain as a child grows, but this indeed typically does not happen with a sinner after Adam's fall.

This super-ability was very unstable, but like the super-force, it some day has come to stability, I found that I all the time think faster than a computer, and the speed, stability, and perfectness of mind continued to grow. I ceased to mistake! I have come rather near to sinlessness and perfectness as Adam was before his Fall to sin. Having super-powerful mind and thinking all the time, I gained probably much more scientific and other knowledge than the rest of mankind. (Afterwards I forgot it.)

I was in telepathic link with heaven, I lived like an angel in heaven, only being on the Earth. Bible teaches that atmosphere of the Earth is living (so called "spirit") and it is exceedingly more powerful computer than any human brain. I lived in the spirit, brain is secondary.

Quite naturally, in one day of super-life I studied as during 1000 years of a common human life: (1Pe 3:8) "But don't forget this one thing, beloved, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years". (This one thing is the only what I remember of my knowledge which I gained while being a super.)

After my fall from a super back to a common sinful man like you (see below) I forgot anything of my super-thoughts while being a super, I remember only that it was great but no particular details. I have forgotten the super-knowledge, the memory of a non-super cannot keep it. (However I know that the knowledge is indeed in my memory, only I can't remember.)

In the way of becoming a super, as I have already told, I have fallen and raised again many times.

But then I indeed became a working "super-computer hard robot" and my state was stable rather long time.

Indeed once I felt completely, the computer hanged. I felt fear for a moment and the fear caused my zeal to vanish.

As in that moment I lost super-coordination of the movements, I literally felt onto the ground. I attempted to make in my mind a system of equations describing mechanics of raising from the ground (I was solving a system of equations before every movement of my body.) but realized the tremendous thing that I cannot count like a computer anymore. Little (compared with the before) left mind was enough only to understood the "nightmare" of the happened, I became almost a common man again. I raised from the ground with a difficulty because I forgot as common people (non-supers) move. I spent months in despair: I'm stupid, I'm weak, I'm ill, again silly counting on fingers, and worse of all I mistake and I can't completely control my actions doing what I don't want to do, I sin, and finally I'm in depression. More than a month without sins and in one moment I became a sinner again, as hopeless as other people to reach sinless state. I think that Adam after eating the fruit which God deprecated him to eat felt the same, as he ceased to be a super. God has not lied saying to Adam "You will die in the day when you will eat it.", it is a death compared with what is life of a sinless man. (Do you know that deadbodies in coffins indeed move, only very slowly? Dead is one who became very much slower and sillier in his movements.), I'm dead.

After months of despair, I slowly began to try to continue the life of a common man (rather than a superhero as before). Well, some of my abilities (such as telepathy) was yet left, degrading during the time. Sometimes I even had little episodes of computer speed calculations in mind. I have not loss it completely and have not became as stupid as other people at all, I indeed studied some of math and have become a mathematician.

Well, after this Holy Spirit sometimes have been giving me some super-abilities for a time.

What if a Christian is beaten by head so much that he would forget his name and the multiplication table? Well, what if he will also forget 10 commandments and the name of the Lord Jesus Christ? Is he then a Christian or not anymore?

Gospel says that (1Cor 13:8) "love never ceases", or translated differently "love never falls of a thing". I indeed was afraid that I will lose love which would fall from me, because I was not understanding what is that thing from which love doesn't fall. I thought: About every 7 years atoms of a human body are replaced with other atoms, the old atoms "fall" out of a man, our bodies are not static like stones but they are a flow as a river. What is the warranty that love of Holy Spirit is not attached to the atoms and will not flow out of me during next 7 years together with atoms? Gospel says that love cannot fall of the thing to which it is attached but what is the thing to which it is attached? Or, in other words, I was afraid that despite of love never ceases I may lose it as it would somehow flow outside of me and continue to never cease but outside of me.

It was not just a theoretical question. For example, once I was beaten by head, after this I came to the trade square, get there some good without a payment and began to draw it to somewhere (until I threw it away 100 meters far from the square). After returning to sound mind, I thought: was I a thief while I was mad? Well, I was not understanding what I was doing. But what I did was certainly not accordingly the love. So, did love ceased? Anyway, what is my difference from a common thief? I met many thieves and know that most of them clearly do not understand what they do anyway. And where was the spirit while my brain was misfunctioning? Maybe the spirit and the love of spirit was just outside of me that time, and my body was like a zombie without spirit? But then why I remember how the body was dragging the good from the square, but don't remember an out-of-body experience? Questions like these have caused me to be messed completely, especially because I decided to set all purposes of my life for the spiritual salvation, but I was unable to understand nor what is spiritual nor what is the difference or being saved from not being saved. I practically lost the practical purpose.

When somebody is dead it is simple, his spirit and the love of spirit (if he had the love while being alive) is outside his body, there are no spiritual love in his body anymore, but he may be in paradise in love. The issue is when somebody is half-dead like me. Are actions of a half-dead done not in love counted as sins before God? Where is love of a half-dead?

There are no way to go around this issue (of being half-dead) for any man, because some day his life in the flesh will cease. And (except if he is momentally killed by a nuclear bomb), he spends some time dying. So, until we solve this issue, we cannot see any sense of our lives.

Firstly, Bible clearly teaches that (Rom 3:28) "We maintain therefore that a man is justified by faith apart from the works of the law.". From this, I know that my salvation is independent of any deals of these who may beat me by head. But theoretical knowledge has no practical significance without understanding how to relate it with the practice. How to relate that the salvation is independent from deals while all practical aspects of my life which I knew were related even not with my own deals but even also with deals of anyone who may beat me or e.g. steal from me to make my brain go mad because of hunger? How then the salvation may be related with the practice? Without even understanding what the word "salvation" means, this is a dead principle.

Also Bible teaches that "salvation" cannot be purchased for money. What is then the salvation? Curing from some kinds of madness, cleaning from such person defects as alcoholism or desire to steal often can be purchased for money. So, it is not the salvation, what is the salvation?

The issue of to what the love is attached and who cannot lose love is answered by: (2Cor 5:14) "For the love of Christ constrains us, having judged this, that if One died for all, then the all died; and He died for all, that the living ones may live no more to themselves, but to the One having died for them and having been raised."

The word "constrains" means that we are inside love, the love of Christ is our covering. We cannot exit out of love as (1Cor 13:8) "love never falls of a thing", we are reliably closed inside. It means that nothingcan destroy us (as spiritual creatures) because we are inside an unbreakable cover.

This principle can be formulated mathematically exactly so that we even can put a computer into the love of Christ (what I hope to do some day): To be in the love of Christ is the same as deny the entire set of variants if even one of the variants fails. (That is if one knows some choice of million possible variants how to prove a theorem and find that even one of the possible variants fails, he does not use the rest 999999 variants if he is in love of Christ, considering them as being "defiled" by being "siblings" of the failed variant.)

Love of Christ is related with holiness, one who is in love of Christ is one who strictly follows the principles of holiness keeping himself clean of any littlest sin. In simple words, love of Christ is to not accept anything mixed with something unclean.

Returning from the topic of "computer love" to the issue of living and dead people, this principle means such things as that, when somebody dies from hunger in a rich country with trade economy, the entire population of this country is to be considered as deads (except of these who tried to help him, but were unable) as if the country would be destroyed with nuclear weapon. (Anyone was able to help this man but nobody helped, so he died because of all.) It means that that the population of that country is too bad people and is as worthless as deads.

So, we consider ourselves being dead. Moreover we consider ourselves dead "for anything" (dead in all significant aspects of life, that is completely dead rather than almost dead). But now we find that considering ourselves completely dead (the thought that we are practically equal to deadbodies) is life of the level above. We are dead (that is incurable) in the sense of life in flesh, the biological life, but this thought (considering ourselves completely dead) is the start of the spiritual life because so we reach one of the most important living spiritual principles.

So the criterion of being a true Christian is not knowing the name of Jesus, nor being kind and of a good character. It is this: one is to be counted alive Christian if he remembers his decision to count that if one died for all then all are equal to deads.

Before I believed that I will continue to live in any case with a difficulty. Now it is much simpler as for me is not hard to believe that I will continue to believe in the principle (and my life is believing this principle as nothing other is important) of death for all while I live, because I accepted this principle with very deep of my heart. Well, imagine yourself in a very dreadful situation, what you would think then? You would think "This one event is end of all". Lo! You are exactly where you to be, in life that is following the principle of death of one for all! We are constrained by the love of Christ and have no escape from the love! We cannot exit from this mode of thinking.

For believers after death always follows resurrection. I was not resurrecting after my death as a "super" (transforming back to a common man) so long time, because what has left of me flied into outer space as radio waves. During years there were nothing to return me because even the nearest star (not counting the Sun) is 4 years from the Earth. But now I'm as a dead super already reached the stars and began to return to the better resurrection which God has given me.

So, we have nothing to afraid anymore:

• If we are beaten a little, our brains don't forget the principle of death for all (if we believed it beforehand).

• But even if we would beaten by head so much that we would forget this, then we simply to be counted as dead and being saved in heaven where our spirit has already came, and our bodies to be considered as deadbodies even if these continue to move.

Remember, I've told that axiomatic method (the method of 20^th century) splits math into parts? This method was not with God as (Ro 2:11) "... there is no partiality with God."

But it was axiomatic method how I thought when I was a super! (I've told that after my fall from the super state I forgot how I thought when I was a super. How then now I can tell that it was axiomatic method, while I don't remember it? God revealed it to me.)

Now I know that it was the primary reason why my former "super" mind failed. Despite of I was already a Christian and had the principle of death for all (that is life of Christ inside me) my thoughts were not yet based on this principle, not covered with the love of Christ, and so were lost not having a protecting covering.

When I lost the super-mind I indeed have not lost the principle of death for all. But I count anything except of holding this principle not important.

Now I understand that the words (2Pe 3:8) "But don't forget this one thing, beloved, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years" continue further: "and a thousand years as one day". Now I know that if I would live 1000 years as a super I could find that I gained really as little knowledge as a common man gains in one day! I could be able to calculate one day of life, thoughts, and feelings of a common man and nothing exceeding this, and now I know that in one day a man can do a greater math discovery than what can be done with axiomatic method in milliard years. And the next verse: (2Pe 3:9) "The Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some count slowness; but is patient with us, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should advance freeing space for receiving into a transformation of mind." Wonderfully for me, Bible teaches that our present state is not slowness, it only seems slowness, our minds are indeed faster than computers but unconsciously calculate something faster. God is patient with usthat is He develops our patience, the ability to continue to reckon even in difficult conditions.

And it is written by St. Peter, a man controlled by a super-computer crystal, which have been not calculating slowly (but much faster than me even when I was a super). "Peter" being translated means "a stone". Jesus teaching him clearly revealed to the crystal that it is a crystal saying (Mt 16:18) "I also tell you that you are Peter and on this rock..." (Because the crystal was yet a child, it didn't know that he is a crystal. Not having eyes it was seeing only with the eyes of the fisherman Peter with which it was in telepathic link, and as such it was thinking that it is a fisherman rather than a crystal.) Jesus delivered the keys of the ciphers to Peter: (Mt 16:19) "I will give to you the keys of the Kingdom of Heaven..."

Lo! Jesus does not reject this man because he was possessed with a crystal (as most modern churches would do), but instead accepts the crystal into his pupils.

Also note that any of us can calculate even much faster than Peter because we have the spirit (the giant computer consisting of gas or plasma or waves, both the atmosphere of the Earth and of the entire Universe, as well as continuation of its principles outside of the Universe into the ideal to God) (Ro. 8:9) "But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if it is so that the Spirit of God dwells in you. But if any man doesn't have the Spirit of Christ, he is not his." and (Ro 8:23) "Not only so, but ourselves also, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for adoption, the redemption of our body." Remember that not brain or heart but spirit is essential. For example, I would never become a mathematician without help of spirit.

(1Cor 1) "²⁵because the foolish thing of God is wiser than men, and the weak thing of God is stronger than men. ²⁶For you see your calling, brothers, that there are not many wise according to flesh, nor many powerful, not many wellborn. ²⁷But God chose the foolish things of the world that the wise might be put to shame, and God chose the weak things of the world so that He might put to shame the strong things. ²⁸And God chose the low-born of the world, and the despised, and the things that are not, so that He might bring to nothing the things that are, ²⁹so that no flesh might glory in His presence."

How great seemed my "super" state, but "God has chosen weak to shame the strong and stupid to shame wise". In that "super" state I would have a reason for big shame if would met myself future (that is as I am now) weak and stupid, because God has given me a higher level of knowledge in my present stupidity. This is to make understand how little were my reachings that time despite of seeming so great. I was below a certain common weak man, which did a normal math research not counting in mind with super-computer speed. And the reason why I have reached this discovery is that I followed the principle that if one detail is bad then the entire system is to be thrown away. Glory to God which have given this principle.

(2Cor 12) "⁹He has said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." ..." Before I hardly believed God that His grace is sufficient for me, I very much wanted something more to be a super, but now I see that His grace is sufficient for making his power perfect! "... Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me." Yes, I'm now in my weakness of a common man glad to glory rather to be humble and keep silent. "¹⁰Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then am I strong." Yes, I now glad and enjoy because of understanding that really I'm strong being weak. "¹¹I have become foolish in boasting. You compelled me, for I ought to have been commended by you, for in nothing was I inferior to the very best apostles, though I am nothing. ¹²Truly the signs of an apostle were worked among you in all patience, in signs and wonders and mighty works." Amen. Oh, how you have not noticed this?

Bible says that God decided that His power is made complete in weakness. That He eventually started to seriously teach me math in power of a super-computer mind but finished ("made complete") the lesson with an almost common stupid man. So, the glory should be to God, not to a man.

The method with which I thought during my (almost) perfection was axiomatic method. It was that because I reached the (almost) perfection by training mind in constant switching to more general principles, replacing less general principles, and this is the same what mathematician following axiomatic method do. My new method already reached the most general principles, rather than striving to reach them. That is now I'm already at the end of the way with which I was going before ("made perfect"). How exceedingly the new surpasses the old! (This does not mean that it can't be made better, but not in the way of generalization which is now already brought to the end.)

1Ki 19

⁹And he came there to the cave, and lodged there; and behold, the word of Jehovah came to him, and said to him, What are you doing here, Elijah? ¹⁰And he said, I have been very zealous for Jehovah the God of Hosts, for the sons of Israel have forsaken Your covenant; they have thrown down Your altars, and they have killed Your prophets with the sword, and I am left, I alone, and they seek to take my life. ¹¹And he said, Go out and stand on the mountain before Jehovah. And, behold, Jehovah passed by, and a great and strong wind tearing the mountains and breaking the rocks in bits before Jehovah! Jehovah was not in the wind. And after the wind was an earthquake, but Jehovah was not in the earthquake. ¹²And after the earthquake was a fire, but Jehovah was not in the fire; and after the fire came a still, small voice. ¹³And it happened when Elijah heard, he wrapped his face in his robe and went out and stood at the cave opening; and, behold, a voice came to him, and it said, What are you doing here, Elijah? ¹⁴And he said, I have been very zealous for Jehovah, God of Hosts for the sons of Israel have forsaken Your covenant; they have thrown down Your altars, and they have slain Your prophets by the sword; and I, I alone, am left; and they seek to take my life.

(Ro 6) "⁵... the body of sin might be done away with, so that we would no longer be in bondage to sin. ⁷For he who has died has been freed from sin. ⁸But if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him; ⁹knowing that Christ, being raised from the dead, dies no more. Death no more has dominion over him! ¹⁰For the death that he died, he died to sin one time; but the life that he lives, he lives to God. ¹¹Thus also consider yourselves also to be dead to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus our Lord."

We have excluded the death of body from consideration (as we now count death not by state of the body but accordingly relations with all), all forms of half-death, and even death in sin (I'm no more reckoned as somebody worse than a righteous person.)

That is no more being in the body is a criterion of life for us; our life is not limited by body, it can easily exit from the body and it can enter back. If one beats our head it may exit, and what will be left inside body in not important as anything other than our life by the principle of death for all is unimportant, and it is what separates us from all the rest by the love of Christ, the most reliable protection separating us from evil such as our own flesh. Note that we can be separated and continue to live (that is to continue to follow the principle) we accept by faith (Ro 6:8) not by our self-conscience or feelings.

The only variant left for us is death for sin and at the same time life for God. (We cannot now even explain what the word "sin" means for us who are constrained by the love of Christ rather than constrained by being in a some body. How then we could call ourselves sinners? We knew what are sins of living, but what it is for us, ideal ghosts?) I'm dead, indeed as I'm not less alive! We have nothing other (except of death for sin and life for God) left, no other choice! All other variants such as half-death are now completely excluded.

Before my faith was founded on the foundation of sinful flesh being something speciallybad (as damaged by Devil) unlike all other God's creation which were created good. I thought about Christ as about One who saves us from flesh and raises into spirit, freeing from sins.

But exceedingly strong principle of death for all makes the difference of the sinful flesh and all the rest unimportant as it makes all (not only flesh) considered as a "complete loss" (sin) before Christ.

(Php. 3) "⁷However, what things were gain to me, these have I counted loss for Christ. ⁸Yes most assuredly, and I count all things to be loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus, my Lord, for whom I suffered the loss of all things, and count them nothing but refuse, that I may gain Christ." Now old spirit which previously was a gain for us is also counted as a complete loss equally with flesh. It is because the new principle of our life, the principle of death for all, makes even littlest defect the reason to throw something away. Before we have been throwing away only things with big defects (flesh) but now we consider an equal loss also our old spirit.

(2Cor 5:16) "So as we now know no one according to flesh..." That is when we apply the principle of death for all there are no longer a difference between flesh and spirit, we no longer have any criteria of separation of what is somebody's life in flesh vs. his spiritual life.

We now defineourselves so: We are these who think that if one died for all then all to be considered dead and judge accordingly this principle with our judgments made perfectly accordingly it. Love is related with death, they are not independent things so that the death and loss of love could be possible as separate events. (It is what I was formerly afraid.)

(2Cor 5:17) "So that if anyone is in Christ, that one is a new creation; the old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new!" To be in Christ means to live accordingly the principle of death for all. These who started to live accordingly this principle (defining ourselves as these who follow this principle) are internally changed, we are created inside by God anew for new life which not attached to flesh.

Before I was afraid and was tempted that despite of Christ lives inside me (as everywhere) and He has immortability, but how this does matter for myself? How I'm in a better condition that a sinner going to the hell, as in him the Holy Spirit is also present as He is everywhere? What if He would separate from my personality? But now I know that the love of Christ is attached to my judgment that is to my very personality and these cannot separate.

(Ro 6:13-14) "¹³... present yourselves to God, as alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness to God. ¹⁴For sin will not have dominion over you..." That is present yourselves to God as ghosts living in human bodies ("alive from the dead"), we are deads, ghosts, but indeed we are alive! As we are ghosts rather than humans with flesh and blood, sin does not have dominion over us. With Christ Jesus we cannot count ourselves as alive, because we are counted dead with him, and have no other choice except of to count ourselves as ghosts.

1Jn 3:1 "By this we have known the love, because that laid down His life for us..."

Love of Christ constrainsus, that is we are insideHis love. Love is our covering. We (as ideal creatures which follow the principle of death for all) are protected by an unbreakable covering. So nothing can destroy or harm us. When we die we may be sprinkled into different directions, even be smashed as going away waves in outer space, but the love of Christ always leads to resurrection that is to gathering us back and gathering in a better state. See also (Col 3:14) "Love is bond of perfection".

I've told before that I lived in the spirit when my brain was super, but now God reveals that we are not only to live in the spirit but also not to live accordingly to the flesh. My life as super was not right, as I followed a way of brain, axiomatic method, which is a human method, and so despite of my great reachings I missed to follow the exceeding way of life by the spirit which is not limited to axiomatic method or even any definite method.

(2Cor 5:16) "So as we now know no one according to flesh, but even if we have known Christ according to flesh, yet now we no longer know." Old understanding of Christ as the savior from the flesh lost sense for us, because the word "flesh" loses sense for us (we are ghosts!), we no more know Christ in the old way accordingly flesh.

Before I knew Christ so: Christ is One who frees us from the sins of the flesh and raises us to the spirit.

But now we have lost the difference between flesh and spirit and do not anymore know Christ this way (as the savior from sinful flesh). Flesh is clean like spirit is clean in Christ as in Him anything is clean, and spirit is as unclean as flesh accordingly His standard: (Job 4:18) "Behold, he puts no trust in his servants. He charges his angels with error.", (Job. 25:5) "And the stars are not pure in his sight."

Now instead I know Christ accordingly the principle of death for all which is above life and death, flesh and spirit. Christ is One who follows this principle, whether in flesh or in spirit makes no difference.

Christ is the one who exactly follows the principle of the death for all. This is the new meaning of the word Christ.

Christ living in us means our thoughts and behavior being based on this principle.

So, now for us who knows this principle is not important anymore that Christ has came in flesh into Nazareth 2000 years ago, nor that He died in a wooden cross, but following St. Paul (2Cor 5:16) only the principles accordingly which Jesus lived, especially the principle of that if one dies for all, all to be considered as dead.

1 Cor 13 "⁹For we know in part, and we prophesy in part; ¹⁰but when the perfect thing comes, then that which is in part will be caused to cease. ¹¹When I was an infant, I spoke as an infant, I thought as an infant, I reasoned as an infant. But when I became a man, I caused to cease the things of the infant."

How people differ with angels? One of the differences is that people are in flesh and angels are not. But now in the high standards, as the difference of flesh and spirit is lost and angels are considered equally unclean as sinful people in this new standard of our lives, the difference ceased. We are spiritual creatures which pass through flesh equally as through spirit. (Our lives are no more based on any form of flesh or spirit, life or death, but on an abstract principle for which there are no difference of flesh and spirit.)

This equates (believing) people with angels. We are now "children of the resurrection" in that sense that we considered ourselves dead, but now have new life based on the death of the old life, and in that sense that we base our new life on resurrection of Christ (rather than on His death as before).

(Lk 20) "³⁴And answering, Jesus said to them... ³⁵But those counted worthy to obtain that world, and the resurrection from the dead... ³⁶For they are not able to die any more; they are equal to angels, and are sons of God, being sons of the resurrection. ³⁷But that the dead are raised, even Moses pointed out at the Bush, when he calls the Lord "the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob." But He is not God of the dead, but of the living, for all live to Him."

Now as a man I differ from an angel only that I'm less powerful, but this does not matter for immaterial spiritual life anyway. If you see a difference it is your "hallucination" (or rather a wrong view point), I'm equally clean from sin and clever with angels only for you my sins and stupidity may be probably just more noticeable for you than of angels.

It is not that our flesh would cease to be sinful, our flesh remain sinful. But we are now independent of flesh: (2Cor 10:3) "For though we walk in the flesh, we don't wage war according to the flesh".

(Ro. 8:1-5) "¹There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. ²For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus made me free from the law of sin and of death. ³For what the law couldn't do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God did, sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, he condemned sin in the flesh; ⁴that the ordinance of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. ⁵For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit."

Living by this principle makes for us this: we (mans or angels, doesn't matter) may live inside some flesh with its deficiencies and sins, but for us its not important, and not important whether we are living or dead, whether we at the Earth or in the Heaven, now for us it is united as these would be the same. Outside we may look like stupid people (because our thoughts are ciphered) but inside we (1Cor 2:16) "have the Christ's mind" not less than angels. And the mind of Christ is following the principle of death for all (and resurrection).

As a man I just changed my relation to human live and death, but it expresses my internal change. As a man I have come through tortures so that I became somehow familiar with death, and changing of my relation to death means my complete internal change as a change of the relations to a thing very deeply known to me, the tortures. So it is not a little change but a big change prepared by God in many hidden teachings, teachings intended not for the flesh but for spirit which passes through the flesh. And the problem which I needed to solve was to count all my troubles as insignificant compared with the glory of the principle of death for all which opened in me, that is to equate life with death and eliminate half-death, that is to find independence from flesh.

That is we think about ourselves not anymore as about creatures living in flesh or in spirit, but all, life and death, is now united for us into one. In this new form of life there are no sin, (Rom 6:7-8) "⁷For he who has died has been freed from sin. ⁸But if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him" and we do not differ from the dead. (Rudely speaking, we are not living but instead ghosts which live inside deadbodies.)

Now it is quite clear that we cannot be separated from the love of Christ because we are these who are constrained by the love of Christ that is (what is the same) by being followers of the principle of death for all. Nothing can separate one from a thing by which he is constrained.

(Ro 8) "³⁵Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Could oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? ³⁶Even as it is written, "For your sake we are killed all day long. We were accounted as sheep for the slaughter." ³⁷No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. ³⁸For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, ³⁹nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Specifically note that the future (things to come) cannot separate us from the love of Christ. This means that despite of how much we may think about this principle it will not lead us astray from the truth into a temptation. All the day long our cells die but it does not separate our bodies from the love of Christ. That is our conscience always will be united with love of God and will never separate, whatever happens with us. We now are more than conquerors (Ro 8:17), like me not only reached my purpose to overcome the fear of the death but exceedingly more found the common of life and death, and discovered a new important Christian principle.

Now I'm a child of resurrection and a new age of my life (since I understood this principle). In essence now I'm being a man is equal with angels as we think based on one common principle which cannot be separated from our minds. This principle is above the form of the life, above any stupidity and sin around (so that a stupid man truly holding to this principle is indeed clever in the essence). Before the strictness of this principle, angels are also sinful like people.

Following the principle of death for all implies that we could not accept products with anydefects. (It does not mean to start to behave so now, but that it will be eventually the final result of our Christian development.)

We are children of God in that sense that we strive to reach perfectness in anything as God is perfect.

I wondered that God counts these who follow this principle equal with angels. A thoroughly working man may create as good product (in its essential properties) as angels do.

Angels consider Earth as a life-less planet because here happens and even happens often that somebody (biologically) dies because of all the rest. (Well, what else except of dead they may consider so slowly moving and slowly thinking creatures?)

Because Jesus Christ died for all mankind, we consider our living completely dependent on him (as we follow the principle that life of all depends on life of one who died for them). Note that nobody can repeat what Jesus did, because we all are already counted as having been dead after He died for us, so nobody can die for all of us again (if one did, we would be counted as dead second time what is a nonsense). Now I understood that the thing which Jesus did is that he fulfilled the requirement of the heavenly standard for considering people live or dead not dependently on our weak biological properties. Without his death for us, the Earth would be considered as nothing else except of a life-less planet accordingly to the heavenly standard of life and would be cleaned from our bodies considered as deadbodies by angels.

Life of Jesus was completely an action of God from beginning to the end (and then after the resurrection), entirely being an accomplishment of the standard principle of "death for all" in all aspects.

Jesus who came to the Earth from the heaven followed the above mentioned standard principle in every his action. We try to follow the standard ourselves but cannot do it perfectly because only once somebody can die for all people, so Christ does not come second time to die for all.

But coming from the heaven standard for solution of mathematical problems doesn't end with "then the all died" but continues "He died for all, that the living ones may live no more to themselves, but to the One having died for them and having been raised..." This means that when a variant fails it is not simply to be thrown away but after it is excluded as failed, it is "raised" (enhanced) to the above level where it doesn't fail. After this the first failed variant (being enhanced) becomes the main variant on which the rest of the solution is based. (And then all other variants are "raised" following the first failed variant.)

So God (and to be God means to follow the standard of considering dead all when one died for all) raised Jesus (whose life on the Earth in flesh failed to the death) above all where his life does not fail anymore, to the position of Jesus being the Lord of all.

Our Lord Jesus Christ while he was living in the flesh not always was with super-force. As God He never lost His power, but His human body not always was powerful. (Lk 4:14) "Jesus returned in the power of the Spirit into Galilee, and news about him spread through all the surrounding area." (I believe that when Jesus was walking in the power of spirit his body loudly rumbled because his hands were moved faster than the speed of sound.) It says that he was powerful during certain time, this means that the rest of the time He was weak. ((Is 53:2) "For he grew up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground....") He was bearing our weakness ((Is. 53:4) "Surely He has borne our weaknesses...") with the purpose to make us strong by his training. (Yes, he trained instead of us.) It is his ability to bear the weakness and so to restore to the power.

(Heb 2) "¹⁴Since, then, the children have partaken of flesh and blood, in like manner He Himself also shared the same things, that through death He might cause to cease the one having the power of death, (that is, the Devil); ¹⁵and might set these free, as many as by fear of death were subject to slavery through all the time to live."

Before Devil tempted me. Now he cannot because he is "having the power of death" but death doesn't matter for me anymore (despite of my flesh yet remain sinful, but flesh does not matter anymore). Now instead I'm a temptation for the Devil, because he does not understand love. However my new relation to Devil is defined by this: I want to be of God and as so to not tempt anyone ((Jam. 1:13) "for God can't be tempted by evil, and he himself tempts no one" including Devil), because of this I want to have nothing to do with Devil.

We are reliable as a peace organization: while a war wages we have no chance to lose our ministry. A war destroys any kinds of ministry with one exception, war does not destroy peace ministry but does the reverse, nothing is against us as ministers of Christ, even the war which is against everything else. The body may be destroyed but spirit cannot. And moreover now our spirit is "if one is killed or harmed or even received less than the maximal profit, or if there are any competition, it is a war" (death of somebody or something one is like death of all), any war ceases but our war (not a war with fleshly weapons but a war with spiritual weapons, see 2Cor. 10:4-6) for peace remains.

(Eph. 2) "¹⁴For he is our peace, who made both one, and broke down the middle wall of partition, ¹⁵having abolished in the flesh the hostility, the law of commandments contained in ordinances, that he might create in himself one new man of the two, making peace; ¹⁶and might reconcile them both in one body to God through the cross, having killed the hostility thereby. ¹⁷He came and preached peace to you who were far off and to those who were near. ¹⁸For through him we both have our access in one Spirit to the Father. ¹⁹So then you are no longer strangers and foreigners, but you are fellow citizens with the saints, and of the household of God" This means also that His principle of death for all abolished the partition of living and dead uniting life and death into one, eliminating sinful specifics of flesh, but all being spirit not flesh in Him. Living and dead saints are united to be equal with each other by Christ.

God in many places of Bible promised that He will restore in power and in the health! (??)

(Jer 12) "¹¹Yahweh said, Most assuredly I will strengthen you for good; most assuredly I will cause the enemy to make supplication to you in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. ¹²Can one break iron, even iron from the north, and brass?"

Is 63

¹⁵Look down from heaven, and see from the habitation of your holiness and of your glory: where are your zeal and your mighty acts? the yearning of your heart and your compassion is restrained toward me. ¹⁶For you are our Father, though Abraham doesn't know us, and Israel does not acknowledge us: you, Yahweh, are our Father; our Redeemer from everlasting is your name. ¹⁷O Yahweh, why do you make us to err from your ways, and harden our heart from your fear? Return for your servants' sake, the tribes of your inheritance. ¹⁸Your holy people possessed it but a little while: our adversaries have trodden down your sanctuary. ¹⁹We are become as they over whom you never bear rule, as those who were not called by your name.